Recently I watched as a new friend (we’d just been introduced by a mutual friend), typed in www.sallybuffington.com for the first time—and there were the familiar apples, in the upper left hand corner of the home page. “That’s it!” I said as I saw my name, logo, and the apples, upside down from across the restaurant table. “Now, how do I find your blog?” she said. So I sent her to the Blog tab.
But more than one ‘first” was going on. Never before had I watched anyone access me online, whether via tablet, smartphone, or computer. I know from comments on my blog posts, which I love to read and respond to, that people are reading me, but to see someone meet me this way for the first time was something else again.
I was seeing myself through someone else’s eyes, spotlighted, even, you might say, spot-screened. Of course, this set me thinking, but perhaps not in quite the way you’d expect.
A first impression, and what does she see?. . . Apples. . . Hmmn.
I took that photo five years ago. . . Visiting my daughter in Wisconsin, I’d been working at the kitchen sink when I stopped. I had to take out my camera. . . Oh, those apples! The neat line of red skin next to white flesh, the sculptural shapes. . . and in the light from the kitchen window, juice glistening on the surface of each quarter. . . Those clean cuts. . .
But still, beyond a charming memory, why should apples introduce me? Do they offer some clue to me, some sort of keynote? After all, not all my writing is about food, either . . .
I’ve always thought of apples as elemental, basic. Classic, even. Thus, to use my father’s old expression, I hope the image conveys that I look for, and offer, “the straight goods.”
How I understand the world or at least my own particular part of it. Some down to earth truth, anyway, as befits a fruit with such New England connotations. Often I write to try and understand something for myself . . . maybe that sense comes across to others? I hope so.
And apples, these real, everyday fruits are rich indeed. At the very thought of them, all sorts of memories, ideas, and tastes spring up. . . They’s something ordinary . . . and full of possibilities.
I can’t remember when I first tasted an apple; they were always just there. Probably I was spoon-fed strained applesauce as a baby. From childhood I remember yet more applesauce, apple pies, of course, turnovers, apple crisp — and always a fresh apple as a snack. I always found an apple at the bottom of my Christmas stocking, along with an orange. Pretty much every day, my mother cooked with apples, serving such things as Waldorf salads, apple sauce with pork chops, or baked apples for dessert. As an adult, I’ve ordered Tarte Tatin in a restaurant or salivated over recipes for it, also Apple Charlotte (that lovely name!) in Julia Child cookbooks.
How do I like apples now? Here are some ways. May they “taste” delicious to you too, and stir your memories, visions, and tongues. And thank you for reading, and the chance to meet you online. Please share your thoughts and memories with me.
And, oh, yes, please pass my writing along (or the link) along to a friend of yours –let’s widen the circle!
Applesauce Cake
Preheat Oven to 350
½ c. butter, softened
¾ c. sugar (white or brown)
1 t. cinnamon
½ t. nutmeg
¼ t. cloves
zest of 1 orange or lemon
1 egg
1 c. applesauce (homemade or from a jar)
2 c. flour
1 t. soda
½ t. salt
½ t. baking powder
1 c. fruit, stirred with small amount of flour (raisins, currants, dried apricots, or glaceed fruits or nuts. I use golden raisins for everyday, or a combination of fruits and nuts for Christmas baking.)
Combine butter, sugar, spices, citrus zest, and salt; cream these together. Stir in egg. Then add applesauce to the mixture alternately with pre-mixed dry ingredients. Fold in pre-floured chopped fruits. Bake in greased loaf pans 50 -55 min., or 45 min. for small pans.
Brandenburg Concerto
Oh, Master Johann,
come on in the kitchen
and sit down!
I’m listening to your music
as I peel and quarter apples
whose sections
rock and tumble
on the cutting board.
You keep on pouring notes in
from horns and trumpet and wind.
Sliced and scored,
the apples thump into my pan.
As your flutes start trilling,
I stir in sugar
and you add
cinnamon sticks —
bassoons!
I lower the heat
and taste for seasoning
while you blend violas in —
oh, and a smidge more bass.
From common things
I’ve made a harmony of tastes
and so have you:
a feast of music
composed of air and notes and strings.
Let’s sit together
and celebrate!
Now I’ll serve you—
Applesauce!
LOVED it–especially with the instrumental configure! Tina
Tina, Thank you! I can imagine that the instrumental references spoke to you — Sally
My first thought about apples and you were about those in the garden of Eden and Eve’s quest for knowledge. I kept seeing that scene in your book when you are hiding behind a tree at Craigville because you are off on your own solo adventure and need to avoid people for a bit. Why apples elicit these images of you…I have no idea, but here they are. Just wondering…is there a way to embed a link to the Brandenburg concerto in your poem for people like me who are, well, musically challenged?
Now I want applesauce on apple cake.
Hi, Ann — I hadn’t thought of an embedded link to the music, but will consider that. I suppose this says how “native” such music is to me — and also, you must have music (Acadian?) native to you that I don’t know, either. For now, try this — simply Google “Brandenburg Concerto” and a whole bunch of recordings will pop up on YouTube – there are 6 concertos, all gorgeous, though perhaps #4 and 5 are the most known (Others might dispute me!) — just wonderful joyous music! I envy you discovering them — and actually you may find that you’ve heard them many times. Thanks so much for remembering that scene from the book by the way — I keep doing such things on walks these days, wanting to be along, though no apple or other trees offer themselves around here. Oh, hey, “Applesauce on apple cake” — have your cake and eat it, too? RIGHT! Thank you so much, Ann —– Sally
Growing up near the mountains of North Carolina, my first recollection of apples was of Mom and Dad piling us kids in the car, heading for the mountains to get apples. Dad woul pack the car with apples to last the winter.
In the evenings, Dad would ask us kids if we wanted an apple. We all siad No. These were not the pretty apples you see in the grocery stores today. So Dad would go ahead and peel an apple and then ask the same question: who wants an apple? We all ate apples as long as Dad would peel them.
Oh, Helen, that’s wonderful! I bet he was pretty patient doing the peeling and serving up, from all I remember from reading his book. I never did pick apples (nor really see orchards until we went to Pilgrim Pines) but I do remember excursions with my grandmother and mother to farm stands in the countryside near Boston – Grammie made a lot of preserves and that was where she could get the Damson plums, currants, and cooking apples she required. Nowadays i occasionally buy apples at the Farmer’s Market, unusual varieties, but at a great price!
Lovely to hear your story, pal — Sally
Lovely prose and poetry about the wonder of ordinary moments. I love how you see the world.
Cindy,
Thank you so much — I’m glad you enjoyed this. Sally